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Your love was what kept me going throughout the day. It was my energy source, my enjoyment, my adrenaline. I couldn't stop thinking about you. Your voice, your scent, the sound of your beating heart. Everything about you is memorable. I wish you could be mine again. But this time, Forever. But i know that can never happen. You will never be mine. Not after what happened. Every time I was in your arms, your warmth kept my happiness alive. I never wanted to be anywhere else in the world. It was the one place I could escape to. Your love was my escape from my reality. I needed a dream and you were always in it. I never wanted our

I see you walking by Hand in hand with her. Yet you obviously don't see me. Not after that day. That day when you left, And never came back. That day when i cried hoping and wishing you would, But you never did. In my mind, i always wondered why you never came back. Was it me? Was it her? Did she make you happier? I don't know, i never will know. You look so happy. Smiling again, Like you used to. I remember once, We were walking around in the park, You took my hand and told me you loved me. Memories like that only make me weep now. I feel so weak. So incomplete. So useless. Like there's no point for me to live anymore.

Why am I so into you? Did u put a spell on me? Are you some kind of drug? I'm always addicted to you. I know that we're growing apart, And I know that it can't be fixed. I always just want more. To be with you more, To stay with you longer. Just to let you kiss me more. You're amazing in everyway. And i love you for it. I want to be with you forever. Stay in your arms and feel protected forever. I can't ever stop thinking about you. Everything about you just makes me so happy to know i'm with you. You're so caring and gentle. It hurts to know that we're slowly growing apart. That our differences are starting to come between

I see you similing, happy Everyday. Yet, I am not with you. I want you. I want your love. But I know I cannot be with you. I love everything about. Your eyes, hair, touch. But I cannot have you. I miss you. Though you never notice me anymore. I always wonder what it would be like to be with you. Even if it was just for a moment. Do you know that I want you? Do you ever notice that I always look at you hoping that we could be together? Or that when I see other girls with you makes me sad? Everyday, I always wish I could hold your hand and tell you that I love you. I'd choose you over everyone. Even the one of whom I say I lov

Did you love me? I always wondered whether you did. I mean, you were always so amazing to me, And it always seemed too perfect to be real. I guess I was right. After meeting her, You seemed different. More distracted by something else. I showed my love for you as much as I could, Yet you could never respond back. I told you I loved you and all you did was smile. No 'I love you too' or 'I love you more' Nothing. Just a smile. Did you ever care for me? I was always there for you, When you were angry, sad or in need of help. Always there for you. I was patient with you, At times when you took your anger out on me. Yet after a

I was excited to come and meet that night. I wore my best dress and my best shoes. When i got there, i didn't see you there. I assumed you were comming late. I was happy And the night was beautiful I hoped to see you So i decided to wait to order. Half an hour later, i texted you to see where you were, But you didn't reply I assumed you were in traffic and on your way here. So i continued to wait. The wax on the candle shrunk. I sat there patiently for you. An hour later I ordered an entre. I still waited. I texted you again, but this time with less hope. You didn't reply anytime soon. The restraunt started to close. I real

Running From the life i once had, Leaving everything behind, My faimly, my friends, just to be with you. Everyone felt only shame and ignorance of me. I ran to be with you. It was all that i felt that needed to be done. My heart pounded faster as i ran further. When i saw you, my world expanded. You walked up to me, then kissed me I knew you loved me with everything you had. I was lost, lost in your eyes. I slowly die  from being part with you. It killed me slowly everytime i'm not there in your arm. But when I am, all i feel is your warmth and your love. Tonight you look like the only guy i ever want to be with. Tonight, you

Love A game of hate and lust Emotions being forced to fight with opinions Suffering of heartaches hearing you say her name I slowly die inside You looked at her like there was no one else there Didn't you see me? Was I invisible? It seemed that way Though you answered 'no'. If you loved her, why did you then choose to be with me? I slowly died as i watch her dance with you With passion With love I tried to talk to you, yet again you ignored me. What was I to you? Was I even there? You showed no interest in me. That night I went home alone. You left to bring her home with you. That night I didn't see you come back. I knew